Where To?

I have been with you for the past three years and may I say that it has been the best three years so far of my life.

Where are we to? We have posted this question time and time again and yet no answer seem to be available. You let me in at times to your silence and I have always expressed how uncomfortable I am. My breathing echoes as I decipher what will become of this relationship a day or so after this. It has always been a mystery.

I have never named you on my blog as you have wanted to be kept from anyone's attention. I have always been proud of what we have and managed to squeeze a few names to our little secret. Now that three years have past, the caul that kept this relationship from being revealed is starting to wear thin. I can feel you shudder from the fear of being exposed.

Sometimes I wonder if you are afraid to be associated with people like us or from what we have. You always kept your thoughts from me.

Three days prior to the 12th of December, I asked you once again...

"Where to?"

"We have been together for so long that I no longer know who I am", you said. " You seem to be too good to be true, and sometimes I cry over the fact that I can't give what would make you happy"

"But, I have always been happy with you!", I said. "Despite my mindless ramblings and constant complaints, I will never want another."

Looking back at all the times we asked where this relationship is leading, I know realize one thing. I couldn't care less where we are just as we are together.